Kahapon may nabasa akong blog entry patungkol sa pagsusulat. May isang bahagi roon ng kanyang isinulat kung saan tinanong sya kung bakit ba sya nagsusulat. Sabi nya, nagsusulat sya pag masaya sya, pag nalulungkot sya, at lalo na pag inlove. Bakit nga ba ako nagsusulat? Bakit at para saan at kanino? Natawa ako sa mga salitang nabasa ko, ngunit ako'y sumasang-ayon dahil maging ako sa sarili ko ganun ko din sinimulan ang aking pagsusulat. Hindi ko rin naman maitatanggi na doon din ako kumukuha at humuhugot ng ideya at letra sa kung ano man ang aking nararamdaman.  


Tama naman diba? Halos lahat naman ata ng manunulat at ayon sa kanilang mga libro, kung hindi base sa kanilang karanasan, ay base naman sa kanilang pakiramdam at maging sa kanilang imahinasyon. 


Hindi ganoon kalawak ang aking imahinasyon kung saan kaya kong mag-isip ng mga bagay na gaya ng mga nauuso ngayong mga mahika at mga bampira kaya idadaan ko na lang sa emosyon at karanasan. 


Gusto kong magsulat dahil ito lamang ang paraan kung saan kaya kong ibahagi ang sarili ko, at kung ano man ang tumatakbo sa isip ko. Minsan (o madalas pa nga) iba ang nakikita ng mga taong nakapaligid sa'kin at hindi nila inaakalang may ganito pala akong bahagi sa aking utak (maging ako, wala din akong ideya). Sa mga oras na ito habang ako'y nagsusulat, muli kong inaalala kung kelan ko ba nasimulan ang pagsusulat? Malaking bahagi nito ang isa sa mga kaibigan ko, sya ang nakapagpa-engganyo at nagbigay ng lakas ng loob sa'kin upang magsulat. Kung wala sya, marahil hindi ko pa din alam kung ano pwede kong maging hingahan sa tuwing napapaisip ako ng iba't-ibang bagay.

I was browsing some videos this morning and suddenly came up with this video. It was a song from Lincoln Brewster. Well, he's one of my favorite foreign Christian singer to the fact that he's really good in playing guitar (though, I'm not), I really do like his songs to be honest. He sang it together with Darlene Zschech (Hillsong)


This one is a song that wanted to reach people and let them know how great and good God is beyond everything. 


Mark 16:15 says, And He said to them, “Go into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature."


Here's the lyrics:


Surely children weren't made for the streets
And fathers were not made to leave
Surely this isn't how it should be
Let Your Kingdom come

Surely nations were not made for war
Or the broken meant to be ignored
Surely this just can't be what You saw
Let Your Kingdom come
Here in my heart

And I will live
To carry *Your* compassion
To love a world that's broken
To be Your hands and feet
And I will give
With the life that I've been given
And go beyond religion
To see the world be changed
By the power of Your name
**The power of Your name

Surely life wasn't made to regret
And the lost were not made to forget
Surely faith without action is dead
Let Your Kingdom come
Lord break this heart

And I will live
To carry *Your* compassion
To love a world that's broken
To be Your hands and feet
And I will give
With the life that I've been given
And go beyond religion
To see the world be changed
Jesus Your name
Is a shelter for the hurting
and Your name
Is a refuge for the weak
Only Your name
Can redeem the undeserving
Jesus Your name
Holds everything I need

And I will live
To carry Your compassion
To love a world that's broken
To be Your hands and feet
And I will give
With the life that I've been given
And go beyond religion
To see this world be changed
By the power of Your name

And I will live
To carry Your compassion
To love a world that's broken
To be Your hands and feet
And I will give
With the life that I've been given
And go beyond religion
To see the world be changed
By the power of Your name

The power of Your name...


Listen here

It has been my routine to go read a Bible text message every morning, I just want to share this from my daily morning devotion from Our Daily Bread. 


"According to the grace of God which was given to me, as a wise master builder I have laid the foundation, and another builds on it. But let each one take heed how he builds on it."


-1 Corinthians 3:10


All of us needs direction, don't we? If we want to live a life according to God's plan and direction and make Him as our foundation, we must begin to follow His blueprint for living just like what Paul said in 1 Cor. 3:10, “Let each one take heed how he builds”. Let's take note how God wants us to live a life worthy of His Temple. 


1. Value others above yourself by humbly serving them (Phil. 2:3-4).
2. Give generously of your resources to those in need (James 2:14-17).
3. Respond with love to those who have wronged you (Rom. 12:14-21).


The Bible is the Christian’s blueprint for life.


Life is not made for regret. - Lincoln Brewster

I learned that at a certain point, we must stop.


There are things that we need to stop doing or even thinking. We must accept the fact that things will not always stay the same. 


People change, so as their feelings.
Take note the irony, that the only constant thing n this world is CHANGE. 
Don't take things for granted, and learn to treasure them whether it's a thing or a person. No one knows what will happen.

/le sigh
I really don't like it when someone is mad at me (not like holding a grudge towards me). He's not yet talking to me although he said that it's okay and he's fine however, he's not answering the messages I left. Not so used to it.


We always argue but nothing serious. 
We tease each other like siblings but this one's serious enough 'cause he's treating me in a cold way.


I can't think properly. I don't like this feeling. 
Yea, it's my fault that I've said those stuffs like that yesterday but I said 'sorry' already (Yea, I did. Believe it or not!)


/sobs


He's so mean. 
Like, seriously... 

I don't want to argue. Really. 
This temperament I have is so uncontrollable. Why did I even possess this attitude, anyway?


Frustrating. Like... UGH!! 


Self-control is what I needed RIGHT NOW! Gaaahhhhh..
But I should stay calm over this matter. Will not try that again. I SWEAAAARRR!!