What will you choose between Friendship and Ego?


I wanted to choose ego sana, but then I realized that I shouldn't. Impulsive kasi ako minsan kaya hindi
ko alam kung anong gagawin. There were times na I'll just say what I want not thinking if it'll hurt the person or not. 


I had an argument with a friend yesterday morning (yes, my Monday started with a fight. Great. I'm such a fail, I know. ), and it wasn't really not the normal 'sagutan' or 'asaran' namin, but a serious argument that led us to not talk the day. Anger ate me, and I can say na 'di talaga maganda pakiramdam like I wanted to go home ASAP just to drift that off to sleep. Ayoko kasi na may nakakasamaan ng loob lalo na't close sa'kin dahil ang bigat sa pakiramdam. I wanted to keep what I've said yesterday that i will not do anything to fix that situation, pero mukhang hindi ako makakatulog ulit ng maayos mamayang gabi kung yun ang gagawin ko. 


I took a deep sigh and prayed. 


I know now what to do. 
It's to drop my ego and do something nice. Kailangang ayusin ang hindi magandang nangyari 'cause I wanted our friendship to survive. I don't want to risk that dahil lang sa non-sense argumentation. We're friends, so I have to do something about it. I love my friends. A LOT! So I'll make it up to her soon. 


"A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity." Proverbs 17:17


How 'bout you, what will you choose?